Lynn's Battle With Leukemia

News, commentary, and musings from GGLO.: Giving by Design

2012-01-25T09:06:00.000-08:00

News, commentary, and musings from GGLO.: Giving by Design

Arbor Heights Elementary - Thank You

2009-10-08T07:47:00.000-07:00

Colin and Danny,

The Arbor Heights PTSA Board would like to thank you for your kind and generous contribution in Lynn's behalf. The $500 which came in from the memorial service, plus an additional $50 which came in directly to the AH PTSA, will go towards library books which the students can all use.

We know how much Lynn loved books (especially poetry books). She passed that "love for reading" on to every student she worked with. I know that Jeanette Hagen will do a wonderful job of selecting books which reflect Lynn's love for reading. And we will have book labels inserted with "This book donated by Lynn Barnicle".

Sincerely,

the Arbor Heights PTSA Board

Lynn's memorial

2009-08-02T22:49:00.000-07:00

A few pictures from the moving memorial to Lynn today at Camp Long (seen individually here):

The Wendell Berry poem "The Peace of Wild Things", mentioned by Lynn's brother, can be found here.

Memorials on Sunday the 2nd of August

2009-07-29T00:13:00.000-07:00

Lynn's Memorial

2009-07-28T18:47:00.000-07:00

Hello all. Thank you all for your support and kindness you have graced my family with these past few days, it means more to my family than you might ever know.

Lynn's memorial.

Held at Camp Long
5200 35th Ave. SW

11:00am doors will be open and at 12:00 we will head down to the large fire circle at the southern point of of the park for a memorial. Preceding the memorial we will celebrate Lynn's life with music, food, and good people. We will be doing food potluck style, so please bring your favorite food dish to share (refreshments will be taken care of). If any of you would like to bring your instrument, my mom would have loved to hear some musical tunes on this day. We will wrap things up around 5:00, so feel free to stop by and pay your respects before then. Please spread the word to any of my mom's companions, friends or acquaintances you may feel wont be contactd by myself. Dress of course is very casual, so dress for comfort.

Thank you all again!

-Colin and Dan

any important questions or needs feel free to call or txt Colin at (206) 931-4317.

July 26, 2009

2009-07-26T14:28:00.000-07:00

Today Lynn left us on a happy, sad, but most of all, loving state. Please think of her in all your thoughts as she visits you all in her own special way. She loved each and every one of you with more than you know.

The highest tribute to death is not grief, but gratitude.

-Thornton Wilder

From Lynn: July 1, 2009

2009-07-03T19:35:00.000-07:00

Dear Ones,
I have many goals, some specific, some still taking shape, all really important and esciting to me, and I shared two with my doctor a couple months ago. I wanted to see Danny graduate and I wanted to finish teaching the school year. Wham! I got what I asked for (and a joy it was!), and as soon as my wishes were fulfilled I hit a big bump in the road.

As many of you know, Monday was our last day at school and Tuesday I had scheduled to re-enter treatment at the Cancer Care Alliance (SCCA) to prepare for a bone marrow transplant. My lab reports in late May showed I was in remission and everything looked great; I felt wonderful.   The end of any school year can be extraordinarily busy and mine included a week at Outdoor School and the move to Lake Forest Park   I was tired, but happy as could be with plenty of energy.

Reentry into the Cancer World was tough at best, and mine was especially funky as I had quite a cough and was immediately put on 'respiratory isolation' which meant I had to wear a mask, sit in a confined part of every waiting area and ride the elevators alone. I was meeting a whole new team of medical folks and felt like the new girl in school without a face. I dutifully showed up for every health test imaginable and kept a vigorous schedule dashing about the fancy new buildlings on Lake Union. I was a little overwhelmed, but I was moving toward this transplant that promised the best bet for me to beat this form of leukemia. On Thursday morning I did a bone marrow biopsy and spinal tap (wow! They are painful!) and by Friday afternoon was in a meeting with my new doctor and physician assistant to hear the very troubling news that the leukemic 'blasts' had returned with a vengeance and I had to postpone my transplant.

After a long night of soul-searching, tears and hugs with Jon, we agreed (as did all the medical folks involved) to keep at it and my immediate job became that of the cowardly lion who had to find his courage.

I returned to Dr. White and Swedish Hospital early Monday morning to resume a hard dose of chemotherapy. I have to be in remission to begin the transplant process and, by golly, remission it will be! It's very similar to what I've been doing since November. Today is the third day and I'm holding up well, expecting to return home on Friday. Another short leash between me and clinic will be tethered for the following one to two weeks, then another round (or more) of chemo til I get back into remission. Then, it's a straight shot back to the transplant world - no waiting this time. Dr. White calls it a 'bump in the road,' and though I might dispute that it feels more like boot camp, I'll travel through with the same commitment I've had all along.

I wrote a new set of goals. The one I'll share with the doctors this time is "29,200 hours of fresh air and sunshine."

Visiting and calls can be tough, so trust that I love and think about you more than you know.

With Hope and Joy,
Lynn

From Lynn 6/26/09

2009-06-26T10:10:00.001-07:00

School ended with its usual flourish on Monday, June 22. As always, it was bittersweet to say 'goodbye' to those 5th graders, but this was especially poignant after what we went through together this year. I do believe they were an unusually compassionate and creative group. I will REALLY miss them, though I grin to think of the interesting and unusual things they will accomplish over the years to come. If you're reading this, Room 22, I promise to send your 'What I Like About Yous' as soon as I get them typed up.

Just because I hate moss, I scheduled to resume treatment on Tuesday the 23rd. I'm now officially a patient of Seattle Cancer Care Alliance (SCCA) and am preparing for a bone marrow transplant in early July. Its a looooooong, complicated process and my head is already spinning with new information and more physical tests than I thought possible. I suspect the 8 rounds in hospital since November were a warm-up for what's to come.

We moved and thanks to Colin, Danny and Jon it was really quite a snap. (heh, heh, I know the boys have a different take, but I REALLY appreciate their hard work.)

I'm feeling a little defiant at resuming 'the sick girl' role, and a lot overhwhelmed at the new place, new staff, new procedures. You all have my word that I will, once again, behave myself and give it my all and then some.

There are many uncertainties post-transplant and I may need some help when I'm released. I'll keep you posted.

Until then, know that I think of ALL of you often and with smiles and soooooooo appreciate your ever-present love and support. I still consider myself one of the luckiest ladies on this planet!

Hugs,

Lynn

Welcome Back!

2009-05-04T19:59:00.000-07:00

Dear Lynn,
Welcome back! From your class, today:

Hi ms.b!

2009-04-07T18:56:00.000-07:00

hi ms.barnicle! today is april 7,2009 and yesterday i went to arbor heights! i saw you and just started crying, i hope ms.stewart told you that i said hi.. i miss you and hope to talk to you soon!
when you get back to teaching in may i think? i will visit the day you get back! talk to you hopefully in a bit. :)
Danielle

2009-04-05T19:43:00.000-07:00

Hi Lynn,

We were at the Hood Canal this weekend and saw this eagle soaring around. Thought of you and wanted to share.

Reading your latest journal, reminds me a lot of when I was going through the tail end of chemo treatments for Lymphoma. At the point where you are now, I was exploring Bone Marrow Transplant options (both my sisters were tested for compatibility) and was talking with my 3 Oncologists about whether that was the next step or not. Fortunately, they all said to "watch and wait" and I have not had to make that next step. But it is great to be informed and to look at all options. Get several opinions and do what is right for you.

At the point and time you are at, I told Kevin that I wanted to set a "5 year goal". When I turned 40, I wanted to go on a Disney Cruise with the family. Well, I have now been on two Disney Cruises and have many, many other fond family memories. Guess I should set a 15 year goal now! :-)

I know in my heart that you too will have many future memories. Your strong spirit and your positive will power will carry you though. The love of your family and friends is with you and will provide the strength and encouragement you need to carry you through.

Andrea has a gift for you, but with her on and off colds, I haven't wanted to risk dropping it off. But sometime in the next month or so, I will have to get her gift (plus a book you might enjoy reading) to you. I will arrange a time to either drop things off or (if girls are healthy) a time to do a brief visit.

We all think of you lots!

Take care,

The Wooleys

2009-04-01T13:28:00.000-07:00

Hi Lynn,
There is not a day goes by that I don't think about you. Thank you for the updates- your strength comes through in your words-know that we are all thinking of you and sending hugs and love.

From Lynn on March 25

2009-03-26T20:33:00.000-07:00

Dear Loved Ones,
Here are a few quotes from the last couple weeks: "Feeling crummy?" "Ah, I see you have a healthy chemo hangover!" "You're numbers are in the skids, but nothing we can't fix with a couple doses of good blood." [Yes, I'll confess a new appreciation for 'Twilight;' if I disappear look in Forks.]

Colin was laughing when I returned from a walk with a flat-footed march. I had to explain that since I can't always feel my feet, I'm sure of staying upright if I walk this way. I also described how the same thing happens to my hands which caused me to drop a jar of spaghetti sauce in aisle two last week. How can a three foot descent spread sauce in a 12 foot diameter and sound like a grenade explosion?
Many people ask how Colin and Danny are with all this. It's a complicated question; one that you should really ask them. From my perspective they are amazing. They are loving, supportive and constantly look our for my spirits as well as the everyday details. They have accompanied me to the grocery store and errands and appointments more than any self-respecting young male could imagine, and acted gallant all the while. Danny and I share precious moments, sometimes chatting, sometimes quiet (who? Danny!) in the hospital and home. He is responsible and steady and compassionate, and still grins when the mood strikes. Colin visits often from Bellingham and fills us with his insight and humor and wisdom. Their depth and loving kindness in the face of such worries are remarkable and make me very proud.

Then I'm asked, "and how's Jon?" Well, don't get me started. He's endured every hospital night with me crammed like pretzels in the hospital cots, he lets me cry or makes me laugh on the toughest days, his visitor name badges are stuck all over the 12th floor, as soon as they've checked me in each round the staff ask 'When's Jon coming?' He urges me on or gives me a boost or lets me lolly gag. I simply couldn't do it without him. It's been harder to get away and act normal, and often hard to remember life before November 5, but Jon continues to be a wonder and gift.

I'm now done with seven out of eight rounds of inpatient chemotherapy. I said a not so fond farewell to the last bag of adriamycin last Friday. [I wonder why it has to be neon orange and come in a dirt brown garbage bag? You can only imagine what a 24 hour infusion, along with mega amounts of other fluids and rescue drugs, can do to human cells. If you see a navel orange rolling down the Thriftway aisles, stop and say 'hello.']

My brother, who came for a wonderful visit, was curious about the experience of facing my own mortality. A great question for us all and one that I will confess to spending some time on lately. I have no good answer, but I will say that living on is still the most powerful, relevant and meaningful concept to me. There is some uncertainty about the near future that may include returning to work, undergoing a bone marrow transplant or spending some more quality time at the clinic. What is certain is that there will be some great summer adventures and a move to Lake Forest Park so we can finally be one household!
Your messages and love and blessings are ever present. Thank you with all my heart!
Love,
Lynn
PS - I am SO PROUD of the Room 22 students who showed great progress on their last report cards! Every single person in that class made gains to be applauded. THANK YOU Ms. Stewart for keeping everyone so well cared for!

2009-03-15T10:58:00.001-07:00

Hi Lynn,  I am thinking of you today, and just wanted you and your family to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.  :) Rachel

2009-03-15T10:33:00.000-07:00

Hi Lynn,
Just wanted to drop a quick note. I can identify with the "chemo brain". At least that's my excuse. I hope you've been able to enjoy the few and far nice days, between our spring snows.
Alexa says Hi.
We are planning on the "Big Climb" next Sunday. She's going to volunteer, I'm going to crawl.
Regards & Well wishes to all,
Don

2009-03-08T22:36:00.000-07:00

How is your energy? Up for a walk? Thinking of you lots. Lots of love, Mardi

2009-02-22T16:13:00.001-08:00

Hello, Lynn  Not a day that goes by that I don't think of you and wish fervently for your full recovery.  Love,  Toni

2009-02-02T17:18:00.000-08:00

Dearest Ones, Once again I open with a big grin and a loud shout of 'Thank you, thank you, thank you!' I am so grateful and overwhelmed by your kindnesses in every shape and form. As I go through my days, sometimes in the hospital, sometimes at home, sometimes at the clinic or Dr. office, sometimes running errands, a comment or card or gift pops into my mind with a glow of warmth right in my heart. Good news, bad news. There is no bad news. My hair is gone and I'm thinner - mes amis, be careful what you wish for! I gently remind the powers that be that when I wished for less eyebrows and leg hairs, I didn't quite mean none at all. To quote Debra Jarvis, "it feels as though someone is erasing my face." No nose hairs even! This means that on really cold days I can make snotcicles to impress even the grossest of you! Chemo brain is also a reality, and Jon, Danny and Colin are getting used to me stopping mid sentence or rerouting a conversation because I can't recall a name, place or train of thought. To all my students who I remind to 'form a thought before you raise your hand.' I'm right there with you in forgetting what I meant to say. Lastly, the days that I don't feel like my mouth is lined with tin foil are glorious. Every sip of coffee, bit of sandwich or morsel of chocolate is a taste bud sensation and I go into a fit of eating frenzy. The good news - I'm half way through this set of induction treatments. That means that I've endured four rounds of intense chemotherapy in the hospital and at home. There are many chemicals running through my body - some fight the cancer cells (the 'stupid' cells as Dr. White calls them), others throw rocks back at the fighter cells, some work on building good cells, others batlle infections, and other knock around building healthy bones. To all my students and young friends who have achy legs and bones from growing - I'm also right there with you! All these chemicals that march around battling each other and doing construction work can be quite a challenge. Sometimes I feel them sword fighting in my shoulder blades or hammering in my leg bones, sometimes they are wrestling in my stomach or laying cement in my spine, but I have faith that the good guys are winning. The other good news is my doctor and the staff on the 12th floor and clinics are a constant source of solid information, thoughtful care, tons of knowledge and copious amounts of compassion. I am very fortunate to have these people caring and rooting for me. The OTHER good news is Jon (Dr. Drake to my older students) and I are married! We went to Lincoln Park on a sunny Sunday. The sun shone and the skies beamed blue, and with a handful of family and friends said, 'I do!' It was simple and impromptu, and I love being married to the perfect man. Tomorrow I return to the 12th floor for the fifth round of treatments. I muster up my courage, and try to plan how to best manage the effects and stay positive. I dream of coming back to Room 22, of running through the park, and of long, full days of loving and enjoying my family and friends. Until then, your wishes, prayers and encouragment are pushing me in that direction. With Love and Gratitude, Lynn

Classroom greetings!

2009-01-27T18:35:00.000-08:00

From room 22, for you Lynn:

with guest author George Shannon and Ann Dunbar

(picture taken by Phyllis Stewart)

ding dong

2009-01-21T19:44:00.000-08:00

wow, this is so great!
i'm so happy for you!
(i'm writing with a peice of cake in my right hand - don't ask...long story- so don't mind the errors)
I'm really excited that you have found someone ver dear and special to you!
Ding Dong *WEDDING BELLS!!*
YAY
AGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH i can't get over how happy i am for you, I CAN'T CONTAIN MYSELF!

-the elated (i learned a new word)
carow family!!

2009-01-19T21:15:00.001-08:00

Well I am no detective but I will surmise from the last blog that there were bells in the air. Well YAHOO to that! I had actually signed in to say Happy Birthday to Lynn but alas weddings beat birthdays in the hierarchy of celebrations - I have a strong belief in endorphine healing.

Cherish the love you had yesterday; that you still have today and look forward to cherishing the love you shall have tomorrow."

No wonder the sun has been shining in the Fauntleroy neighborhood!

From Bruce and Family

2009-01-18T21:14:00.000-08:00

Dear Lynn and Jon,

Congratulations!!! Great love, joy and happiness today and always. Our hope and prayer is that it will be a boost to Lynn's complete recovery too.

Enjoy, we love you and are with you in spirit and will drink a toast to you to celebrate your wedding.

Much love, Martha, Bruce, Sue, Bob, Paul, Mark, Betsy, Steven, and Chris

2009-01-13T15:33:00.000-08:00

Hi Lynn
I was thinking about your illness and how it could seems so much like our recent weather patterns.

Grey skies with spots of great sunshine
Winter storms that force dormancy and solitude
Peaceful and quiet snow falling all around that creates a hush
The intermittent need for avalanche control
Floods that render us helpless yet bound by community
Predictibility that seems partially random

What I see on the horizon is the growth of new life that spring shall bring for you and of course the earth.

I hope all is well and I check in on you from afar.
Hugs
Beth and Family

Happy New Year!

2009-01-01T12:02:00.000-08:00

Hi Lynn - Happy New Year from your classroom!

5-4-3-2-1- HAPPY NEW YEARS!

2008-12-31T22:07:00.000-08:00

Dear Ms.Barnicel (aka Lynn, aka My teacher, aka my friend)
how are you?
i guess i always start out with that cliche' line but... oh well!
~~~
i had a great Christmas and i spent it with my HUGE family, as always! (you just can't catch a break can you? joking! it's always fun to have them over! :) )
i hope your Christmas was better then perfect- meaning you also got to spend it with your family and the people you love!
~~~
New Years came so quickly i forgot about it until a day ago when my cousin Myles said "what are you going to yell after the count-down?" i had no idea what he was talking about and was ready to inlist him in an "asylum" when he said - catching my unaware face - "you know? New Years!"
~~~
my sister was going to say BarfQuwa (barf-KWA) - it's a story for another day but long story short... scrabble gonewrong -
I was going to say "HOLA 'o9!"
and after some thought my cousin asked my uncle Joseph what cats said in French.
My uncle said "Minu!" (Meen-U)
i started cracking up at this point because my uncle is very big and has a beard and looks well not girlie....at all...and when he had said Minu, he had said it in the perfect voice of a little girl!
so now my cousin will shout "Minu!"
~~~
what will you shout Ms.B?
that is if you will be staying up that late, it's funny because it seems that all the kids I KNOW will be staying up and not their parents.

love, hugs, and the new years spirit!
Callan, August, Paul, and Patty!

Hey Ms.B!

2008-12-28T14:37:00.000-08:00

Hi Ms.Barnicle,
Its Danielle! I really miss you, my soccer team won 2nd in the city! School is going really well, my break is heavenly! I looove sleeping in, its aweosme. I got a new digital nikcon coolpix camera for christmas, and wont put it down... haha.. I spent christmas with Darienne, remember her? well shes my bestest friend... I hope you had a great christmas! and i hope you got to spend it with your family. I hope i will get to see you soon, maybe i will just ironicly and randomly see you somewhere... okay, well i have to go, feel better.
Best Wishes,
Danielle

From Lynn 12/28/08

2008-12-28T11:39:00.000-08:00

Dear Ones, It is Saturday afternoon, December 27 and the 'big brown bag' was just unhung, the last and toughest part of this round of chemo.  I wait and rest patiently for the effects to subside, blood counts to dip some more before they can rise again, and the welcome words that I can be released for a few days.   I hope to return home to recover by Tuesday.  Time with Colin and Danny and Jon and my own bed. Everyone here on the 12th floor continues to be wonderful, and I feel the effects of their great care every day.  They are patient and wise and helpful round the clock, and the fortitude of everyone through our trying Seattle weather was remarkable and an added blessing. To all of you, my deepest thanks and gratitude.  I have this image that I ride along on the wings of your wishes and love, humor, gifts and continued blessings, and I'm convinced they are the source of my good spirits and relative good health. Happy New Year to All! WIth Love and Hugs, Lynn

how are you

2008-12-23T16:29:00.000-08:00

Hi Ms. barnicle

How are you. Ive been doing good. I like Ms. Stewart, she's really fun. But of course she isn't as fun as you. Out of the 7 days of winter break so far, I've gone sledding 3 times down a really steep hill. It was really fun. Although I was to chicken to go over the ramp we made. Even though it was tiny. So I have to go, bye!!!!!!!!!

(P.S. Me and the whole class miss you and hope to see you soon)

Sincerely,
Riley S.

MERTH! (doesn't that mean happieness?)

2008-12-23T13:29:00.000-08:00

hey Ms.Barnicle,
how are you? with the holidays so near i have been shopping a whole lot.
i got every person in my family something and now i'm pretty much banned from my own money because i spent so much! It's unfare if you ask me but i wasn't asked so...

i've gotten pretty fare in my present story (PRESENT! - get it? hahahaha *ahem* sorry that was a bad pun) i'm up to the beggining of chapter 3. in case you need the URL again here it is - teapotnecklace.blogspot.com
i understand if you haven't found the time to read it, everybody is very busy these days, even me! I haven't written on my own blog for quite some time now even though i'm far into it.

we will be going to Ocean Shores after Xmas- much to my dissapointment. i will be missing a double header in indoor soccer this weekend because of it and i've already missed 2 this season! 2 more, isn't good. (a double header is 2 games one right after another!) i would do anything to come but unfortanely- there is no will, so there is no way!

it's kind of embarrasing- talking only of myself when i do write to you, but i can't think of much else to talk about!

Happy Holidays!
Ms. Barnicle

love,
August, Callan, Paul, and Patty

12/21/08

2008-12-21T12:05:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone,

Sorry for no recent posts, Mom is feeling very good right now. The doctors gave her a week of freedom due to her levels being so high. Nordic skiing, party hopping, and cooking have all been regulars for her. She is expected in the hospital this coming tuesday for some more chemo. Hopefully the snow will not postpone the date, but we'll see. Thank you all again for the support and have a very happy holidays.

-Colin

One more

2008-12-17T03:20:00.000-08:00

A blonde calls her boyfriend and says, "Please come over here and help me... I have a killer jigsaw puzzle, and I can't figure out how to get it started."
Her boyfriend asks, "What is it supposed to be when it's finished?"
The blonde says, "According to the picture on the box, it's a tiger."
Her boyfriend decides to go over and help with the puzzle. She shows him where she has the puzzle spread all over the table.
He studies the pieces for a moment, then looks at the box, then turns to her and says, "First of all, no matter what we do, we're not going to be able to assemble these pieces into anything resembling a tiger."
He took her hand and said, "Second, I want you to relax. Let's have a nice cup of coffee, and then....." he sighed, "Let's put all these Frosted Flakes back in the box."

2008-12-17T03:06:00.000-08:00

Dear Lynn. I think of you all the time, and especially now. Here is some laughter medicine. Mardi

"Dear Lord" the pastor began,with arms extended and a rapt look on his upturned face,"without you we are but dust..."
He would have continued, but at that moment one very observant little girl, listening carefully, leaned to her mother and asked quitely in her loud little girl voice,
"Mommy,what is butt dust??"
Church was pretty much over at that point...

Hey

2008-12-06T16:17:00.000-08:00

Hi Ms.Barnicle,

Erin and me(Jena), have been thinking a lot about you lately. We are both on the honor roll and are doing super good at madison. Erin made varsity for the girls soccer team...and we will both try out for the volleyball team in the spring and hopefully will make it. The teachers are so much different then when we were in elementary school. they are waaay stricter and the seventh grade gold team changed the passing period to four-minutes. That's not good. So anyways we just wanted to leave a message/comment for you because we miss you big time. :)

With lots Of Love,
Erin and Jena <3

:) :) :) :) :) :) 12/5/08

2008-12-05T12:58:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone. Mom is coming home again today and feeling good. Mom has no hair now and is looking like a better Britney Spears. Her spirits are up and she is feeling cheery. She now has a beautiful mac laptop which has made the world to her with music, videos, online connection and lots and lots of love. Thank you to all for your support and kindness. Have A Great Day!!!!!

-Colin

Hi Ms.B! :)

2008-12-04T20:58:00.000-08:00

hello Ms. B!
how are you feeling?
i've been doing great (i guess i'll mention this every time i post)
i really miss you. i've been having trouble getting a post in every once and a while.
i've been sick with a cough and haven't been at school for two days.
it's been kinda wierd imgaining my budds in first period while i watch TV and drink hibiscus tea.
i guess that tea part is irrelavent but o-well!
i can't get over wanting you to teach at madison!
you'd brighten my whole day. the nurse there is kinda scary/intimidating...she told me that she didn't usually send kids home for a cough and headache but since it was my FIRST time in there.... well hopefully you get my point.
post soon!
love,
patty, paul, callan, and august

P.S. the quiz that SOMEHOW got posted on here was totally a glitch. i meant to post it on MY OTHER blog, but it posted here, well gotta go.

Twilight Quiz

2008-12-04T20:49:00.001-08:00

The Twilight Test and Quiz
1) When Bella first meets Jacob, how old is he?
		15
		16
		14
		how should i know?!

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Hi Ms.Barnicle, It's Danielle!

2008-12-03T20:40:00.000-08:00

Hi Ms.Barnicle, Its Danielle..
I'm crying just looking at your pictures and typing this, I miss you soo much.. Middle School is the best, I wish you were teaching there, Im getting really good grades and I made it into Honors!!!!! I Hope your feeling better, I went to Church last Sunday and Ms.Pickins was there and I told her that I was one of your old students and I talked to her for a little while. I saw you at the last West Seattle Football game, I tried to get ur attention, But I couldn't, I saw you with your soon to be husband! Im very happy.
You were the best teacher ever, and all your old students miss you so much.. My soccer team is going to State this weekend, I really hope we win. I miss your smile and happiness and hope to see you soon, next week after school, im making a little stop by old Arbor Hieghts to see Ms.Sato, and all my old teachers, and of course all my little 5th grade friends... (and ofcourse everyone else) Hannah-Banana says she misses you so much, and so does Nicole.. Its times for me to go now, I miss you so much Ms.Barnicle, and I hope you get better. :)
Love and Hope,
Danielle!
Ps: Im leaving you a little present! :)

The Twilight test and Quiz ( i made it!! :P)

2008-12-03T17:37:00.001-08:00

The Twilight Test and Quiz
1) When Bella first meets Jacob, how old is he?
		15
		16
		14
		how should i know?!

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I Miss You!

2008-12-03T16:38:00.000-08:00

Hey Ms. Barnicle!
I miss you so much! its been way to long. it seems like forever ago i saw you walking you dogs by the park! i remember when my dad went throught chemo, it was really hard but just keep pushing through it and it will turn out all better. when the weather gets nicer you should come swimming and just get away and relax. for community service im planning on working down at the swedish medical cancer center :) im really excited. i miss you so much its unbeliveable. just have a positve attitude and surround yourself with the family and friends you love and will provide you with a stress free enviornment, it makes a world of difference. call anytime you need to get away. i look forward to seeing you when all this is over. the time will pass by quicker then you think. i promise.
love and hope,
alexa lenning

2008-12-03T09:48:00.000-08:00

Hi Lynn! As you go through the chemo this week here is a "happy place" image. We shall swim again, like we did last summer! Lay on your back, raise your arms, and immerse yourself in the memories of the smells/sights/sounds of early birds. Love, Mardi

Dear Ms.Barnicle,

2008-12-02T17:03:00.000-08:00

How are you?

i finally found you blog, i had been spelling your name with one N.

I miss you sooooo much!

i've been writing and loving Middle School. i wish you taught at Madison very badly!

I hope Mr.Leu lets you go back to teaching soon! i wish you were!!

don't let Mr.Leu's negative "tood" rain on a good day!
(that sounded stupid! :P )

LOVE,

Patty, Paul, Callan, and August!

2008-12-02T07:16:00.000-08:00

Dear Lynn,

If there is anything I can do, please call. It's been 4 years since I finished my chemo for my leukemia. As you know, it's all about attitude. I f you need help getting somewhere, or help just getting away, call. I left my numbers with Colin.
Be well, strong & positive.

Regards,
Don Lenning, Alexa & Kris

ps: Thank you Colin for getting back and help with blog.

2008-12-01T12:20:00.000-08:00

Hi Lynn,
I am so glad you got to enjoy Thanksgiving at home with your wonderful family. I have been thinking about you nonstop, as have all of your fans. I think the sunshine must be especially for you today. I was so happy to see your smiling face on Colin's blog. I know, as you usually do, your approaching this illness with a positive grace and fighting spirit.

The Castillo's are sending you all our good karma, and Kyle may use use some of that Lancer power too :) . As you know, to all my family, you are bigger than life and we adore you to pieces. Please know that should you or the boys need anything we are a phone call and a block or so away (already sent the numbers to Colin.

Not sure if my prior post acutally posted but what the heck you cant have too many messages.

We love you!
Erin, Kyle, Beth and Will

2008-11-30T19:04:00.000-08:00

Greetings from the Cove! Love to walk on Monday if you are up to it! Think about you all the time, Mardi

No more pills for now!!

2008-11-29T13:57:00.000-08:00

Thanksgiving was good and thank you to all that gave out a hand and offered so many things for my family, it especially means the world to Danny and I. Mom has been home which has been a nice change compared to the hospital life for all of us. Her hair is beginning to fall out from the chemo but she is not to worried about that which is good. Her good white blood levels have reached a point where for now she does not need to take all of the antibiotic pills. This is good and means that for a few days she is less vulnerable to infection. She will be going back into the hospital on Tuesday for another week or two of chemo.

Thank you again for all of your support and generosity towards my family.

-Colin

Hey Lynn

2008-11-28T17:52:00.000-08:00

Hey Lynn,

There's not a day that goes by that I don't reflect on you, your incredible being and what your going through.

I send my prayers, good wishes, and anything else spiritual I can put together.

I will read at church this Sunday at Providence Mt. St. Vincent, and will put in a good word for you!

Love and caring to you,

Katy and Mike Hanson

Favorite things

2008-11-27T00:34:00.000-08:00

Hi Lynn!
A little musical greeting from your classroom:

The "tape" ran out right at the juicy good part, but we bet you can finish the song!

Happy Thanksgiving from Room 22!

Happy Happy Joy Joy

2008-11-26T15:34:00.000-08:00

Lynn, Colin and Danny - So glad you are together for the holiday - at home. My family is thinking of your family and sending gobbles of prayers and cranberry bowls full of vibrant thoughts of a memory making day.

Thank you Colin for putting this site together so all of your extended family and friends can check in.

All our love,
Pam (aka Mrs Rogers), Jim, Danny, Jesse, Taylor and baby Dawson (aka our gorgeous grandson)

HOME!!!

2008-11-26T13:32:00.000-08:00

Mom is home for a few days to be with us for thanksgiving. Her blood count levels were not where they were suppose to be but i think it was safer for the doctors to release her than to try to hold her there. She must go back to the doctor everyday that she is out but at least she is home. Here at home hand sanitizer has turned into the new lotion and bacteria is the enemy. Thank you all again for your unconditional support of my family, and trust me it does not go unnoticed. My moms spirits are high and she is enjoying the simple things in life like the sun, birds, home, and joking around with my brother and i. Thank you all again.

Colin

Dear Mr. Leu Kemia

2008-11-25T16:41:00.000-08:00

Dear Mr. Leu Kemia,
I think it is time to surrender and remember who you are...the kind, generous, loving healthy cells that spread health and re-generation throughout Lynn's body. We all become confused sometimes, you just took a wrong turn somewhere and we are all ready to forgive you and live and let live; no shame, no blame. No one will think you are a wussy, you are the warrior, the gatekeeper that tells all the other cells what to do, get them in shape and tell them what formation they are to march in, they need a leader. You will not be alone,Dr. White is on your team and he will help you lead the effort.
Healthy cells unite forever!!
From,
All of us who care for and love Lynn

From Lynn 11/24/08 Day 14

2008-11-24T18:37:00.000-08:00

Greeting from 1242. I've emerged from the fog and delighted to report that all is doing well. prognoses are difficult as yet but i'm told i'm moving in the right direction. Everything they say about the challenges of chemo are true, but i will spare the details for you. will i do it again and again if necessary?... you bet. Brushing my teeth and slurping down a bit of chicken soup were beautiful moments and a shower is nothing less than glorious.

My heart swells with the love and support that descend from every direction and each of you must know that you contribute to my smiles and ability to continue moving forward each day.

Thank you!!!

Hope

2008-11-21T16:45:00.000-08:00

Hi Lynn,

Checking in with you on a Friday, sending you a picture and a poem. The bird is a mountain bluebird - a rare enough sighting anyway - but here seen in an unusual moment of ascent.

The poem is from Emily Dickinson: Hope

Peace, hope, and strength to you - Mark

(image credit: Marv Breece)

2008-11-20T16:44:00.000-08:00

Lynn,

The Wooleys are rooting for you and your family! This eagle photo will remind you to keep soaring like the eagles.

The Junior Seahawks want you back as soon as you are able. We all miss you!

Take care,

Kevin, Tammy, Andrea and Karolyn

From a Brisk Vermont

2008-11-20T16:29:00.000-08:00

Hi Lynn,

We are dreaming of ping pongs....!

We send our love as knitting needles click, pencils sketch and bows caress strings. Looking forward to our next conversation.

Love, Nadine, Scott, Drew and Sierra

Denise Picinich

2008-11-19T22:21:00.000-08:00

Please pray for Denise as she fights breast cancer. Her son Jimmy is a brother of mine and we need to stick together as a big family through all of this. Thank you.

2008-11-19T21:53:00.000-08:00

Hey Lynn, We were thinking of you at Lincoln Park today, and sending lots of healing energy! Ann, Sean and Cecilia

Doing Good!

2008-11-19T10:18:00.000-08:00

Hello Again. I talked to mom yesterday and her last round of chemo is done for now if blood results come back good. Her spirits are high and she feels much better than this past weekend. She could even be home for thanksgiving which would be awesome for everyone.

I know some are having problems blogging. I think you need to set up a google account in order to post a main blog. You may however post comments at any time i think. Also some of you may be trying to send things to the house maybe if checks are sent then dan and i can take care of the rest for those of you that are aware of what im talking about. (we wont buy toys or anything don't worry).

Colin & Danny

9345 Fauntleroy Way SW

Seattle WA 98136

Thank you all for so much support and the care you have shown to Dan and I. Please continue to keep mom in your thoughts. And thank you all again!!!

vermonters thinking of you!

2008-11-18T06:14:00.000-08:00

Lynn,
We are sending more good, strong vibes to you from Vermont! Its a long way for them to travel, but they are coming daily. Keep up the good spirits and laughter.
love,
Audrey, Phil & Alden Huffman

ps. The photo is of Scott this summer on Lake Lila, NY.

You are whole , complete and perfect

2008-11-17T09:44:00.000-08:00

Lynn,

The huge healing power of love your family and friends have for you is bigger then any dis-ease. You are a bright shining light in my life and you are always in my heart!

Deep peace of the quiet earth to you
Deep peace of the running wave to you
Deep peace of the flowing air to you
Deep peace of the shining stars to you

Love, blessings and loads and loads of healing energy and courage as you navigate the healing of your body,
Roberta and the Nelson fam

11/16/08

2008-11-16T12:06:00.000-08:00

Hello to all and thank you for your support. Mom is starting to feel a "daze" from all of the chemo. She has been very tired but still up beat and in a joking mood which is good. Her good white cell count is very low right now due to the chemo and blood transfusions. This means that she is very vulnerable to infection and other diseases. Soon we will know when she will be coming home. At home however she will still be very vulnerable to disease and infection. Thank you all for the positive feedback and she loves to hear of peoples comments and good wishes. Keep up the good thoughts and prayers toward her way and thank you all again for the support for Dan and I. We are fine on food for now and know that there are plenty warm meals out there if needed. Thank you again.

Colin and Dan

From Lynn

2008-11-13T21:26:00.000-08:00

Hello to all and heaps of thanks for your love, support, and phenomenal ways of showing you care. I am indebted to you all for truly keeping my spirits high, and giving me the courage to keep going. My rock-star doctor informs me that i am on a "busy" treatment schedule and that is in fact very true. Colin, this blog is the perfect idea for keeping us all in touch (as i, colin, write) ;). Danny, a huge thank you for keeping everything together on the home front. I love you guys. John, thanks for the conversations, laughter, and well of love and support. I love you. Ill welcome more calls and visits as the days become more settled.

An overview of A.L.L.

2008-11-12T12:01:00.000-08:00

What Is Acute Lymphocytic Leukemia?

Leukemia is a type of cancer that starts in the soft, inner part of the bones (bone marrow) and often moves quickly into the blood. It can then spread to other parts of the body such as the lymph nodes, the spleen, liver, central nervous system and other organs. In contrast, other types of cancer can start in these organs and then spread to the bone marrow (or elsewhere). Those cancers are not leukemia. Both children and adults can get leukemia.

The term "acute" means that the cancer develops quickly, and if not treated, could be fatal in a few months. "Lymphocytic" (limf-o-sit-ik) means that the cancer starts from cells called lymphocytes (limf-o-sites). Acute lymphocytic leukemia (ALL) is a type of cancer that starts from these white blood cells in the bone marrow. ALL is sometimes called acute lymphoblastic leukemia.

Leukemia is a complex disease with many different types and sub-types. The kind of treatment given and the outlook for the person with leukemia vary greatly according to the exact type of leukemia and other factors.

Normal Bone Marrow, Blood, and Lymphoid Tissue

In order to understand the different types of leukemia, it helps to have some basic knowledge of the blood and lymph systems.

Bone Marrow

Bone marrow is the soft, spongy, inner part of bones. All of the different types of blood cells are made in the bone marrow. Bone marrow is made up of blood stem cells, blood-forming cells, fat cells, and tissues that aid the growth of blood cells.

The blood-forming cells come from blood stem cells. They only make new blood-forming cells and not other kinds of cells. (They are different from embryonic stem cells which are formed from a developing fetus and can grow to become other kinds of cells in the body.) The blood-forming cells can develop into 1 of the 3 main types of blood cell: red blood cells, white blood cells, or platelets.

Red Blood Cells

Red blood cells carry oxygen from the lungs to all other tissues of the body. They also carry away carbon dioxide, a waste product of cell activity. A shortage of red blood cells causes weakness, shortness of breath, and tiredness.

Platelets

Platelets are actually pieces that break off from certain bone marrow cells.. Platelets help stop bleeding by plugging up holes in blood vessels caused by cuts or bruises. A shortage of platelets can cause a person to bleed or bruise easily.

White Blood Cells

White blood cells help defend the body against germs such as viruses and bacteria. There are quite a few types of white blood cells. Each has a special role to play in protecting the body against infection. The 3 main types of white blood cells are granulocytes, monocytes, and lymphocytes.

The immune system is made up mainly of lymphoid tissue (also known as lymphatic tissue). The main cell type that forms lymphoid tissue is the lymphocyte, a kind of white blood cell. The two main types of lymphocytes are called B-cells and T-cells. Normal T-cells and B-cells do different jobs within the immune system.

Any of the blood-forming cells can turn into a leukemic cell. Once that happens, the cell can reproduce to form many new cancer cells. These cells can overwhelm the bone marrow, spill out into the bloodstream, and spread to other organs. Acute lymphocytic leukemia starts from early forms of the lymphocytes.

Types of Leukemia

Not all leukemias are the same. Leukemias are divided into 4 main types. Knowing the exact type of leukemia can help doctors better predict each patient's outlook (prognosis) and select the best treatment.

The major types of leukemia are based on these factors:

acute or chronic
lymphocytic or myeloid

Acute Leukemia Versus Chronic Leukemia

The first factor to take into account to classify a patient's leukemia is whether most of the abnormal cells look like normal mature white blood cells or whether they look more like stem cells (have not matured.)

Acute leukemia: In acute leukemia, the bone marrow cells don’t mature properly. These immature cells build up and crowd out normal cells. Without treatment, most patients with acute leukemia would live only a few months. Some types of acute leukemia respond well to treatment and many patients are cured. People with other types often do not do as well.

Chronic leukemia: In chronic leukemia the cells look mature, but they are not really normal and they can’t fight infection they way they should. They also live too long, so that they build up and crowd out normal bone marrow cells. Chronic leukemias tend to progress over a longer period of time, and most patients can live for many years. However, chronic leukemias are generally harder to cure than acute leukemias.

Welcome

2008-11-11T19:26:00.000-08:00

Welcome to all. I hope this blog will work for all of you out there. Please feel free to ask questions here for myself, Danny, John, or Nonny (joyce). If it is more of a personal question please email me at moyc@cc.wwu.edu.

Today mom started her first of many visits to the hospital for extensive chemo. She had a horrible room at first with a great view of a brick wall, but john and i managed to get her to a nicer room with the help of pouty eyes and 5$ bills. JK.

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*ding dong*

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how are you

MERTH! (doesn't that mean happieness?)

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One more

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Hi Ms.B! :)

Twilight Quiz

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The Twilight test and Quiz ( i made it!! :P)

I Miss You!

Dear Ms.Barnicle,

No more pills for now!!

Hey Lynn

Favorite things

Happy Happy Joy Joy

HOME!!!

Dear Mr. Leu Kemia

From Lynn 11/24/08 Day 14

Hope

From a Brisk Vermont

Denise Picinich

Doing Good!

vermonters thinking of you!

You are whole , complete and perfect

11/16/08

From Lynn

An overview of A.L.L.

Welcome

ding dong